Monday, December 28, 2015

I am baccckkkk

Assalamualaikum n selamat malam...sbb sini mlm ;)

Phewwww.....mmg lama x sentuh ini blog. Well, mcm biasa la alasannya..busy, sibuk, hectic bla bla bla segala duniawi. Heee..Alhamdulillah, masih lagi diberikan peluang utk bernafas di muka bumiNya dan dalam keadaan yang sejahtera penuh dgn nikmatNya. To be honest, when I wanted to sign in into my account. I forgot my own password! Gosh! Punya lah berzaman kan. Last entry was in September and it was ages.

Mcm gini lah, now I am back in Southampton utk mengadap knights of my round table (bukan King Athur punya geng ye) a.k.a my supervisors team. Chop! I am not here for viva yet, still far but not that far. InsyaAllah. Please pray for me ye kawan-kawan. I have to come to settle few things too. Hopefully, dengan izin Allah, I can finish what I have started in the first place dgn jayanya sejayanya...Then, I have to left behind the loves one again for nearly three months...Pheww..thanks to my abang for his endless supports and kids..for being understanding that mama has to leave all you for awhile. Yup.

So, bila dah balik kampong no 2 ni. Ada few things yg I have to do and I have a checklist that I wanted to do. Biar je lah gambar-gambar berbicara ;)

 
My die hard friends

Yummeh, easiest way to cook nasi daging.
 


My favourite spot (IKEA, Southampton) and favourite English vegetarian breakfast
(Halal...n meatballs mcm kat Damansara tu...x halal ye)
 

My routines- waiting for the bus utk pulang....
 

Elfie and me in Hartley Library
 
 

 UoS
one of the old and original building within UoS vicinity.
 

Hartley Library dari sisi & that tugu is actually an ancient clock
 

Fav seating at IKEA. From afar, the Southampton Port
 


Sessi mengkopi at Café No 1, Portswood
 



Orang lama Soton, Dr. Sri my Indonesian friend.
 

Hahaha...toilet selfie :P

My dreamy fruits delights Waffle!
Sprinkle Gelato...among the thing that I missed most!
Alhamdulillah

Sunday, September 20, 2015

Retak

Salam Isnin semua...

Kejap je kan dan nak Raya Qurban..haisssh...kejap je lagi dh nak end of the year and we will be welcoming 2016..Demi masa, sesungguhnya manusia dalam kerugian..Masa itu emas..Masa tidak boleh berpatah balik...so many reminders on this..

Semalam, terjadi kisah yg menyentap jugak laa hati sanubari I..sob sob sob...sahabat baik saya telah retak terbelah dua...huwaaa....kalau trace balik dlm entry 2010..i did mention about this( kalau rajin, leh le kome search nnt)...saat pertama kali kami bertemu...

apa kebenda yg I dok ngomel ni ye...my precious...my precious stone....peneman di kala sakit, di kala berpantang...jd kisah smlm, panaskan utk tuam my abang yg mengadu sakit belakang...tp terlupa..n terbakar lama...lebih dr sepatutnya...patutnya dlm 5-10 minit should be ok dah...ni dkt 1/2 jam kot...masa tu ok lagi....n siap dh balut lagi..n he used it well...n bila buka2 kain...haisssh....dh terbelah dua...huwaaaaaaa.....


Retaknya batu terbelah dua, retak juga hati ni,
Dalam banyak-banyak batu, batu nan satu ini membawa jiwa..
Batu terpilih pilihan bonda, diambil dari persisiran pantai di hadapan rumah kelahiranku..
Lalu dibawa melangkah sempadan negeri kelahiran..March 2010
Asalnya lima sekawan, yang telah berpindah tuan setia berkhidmat,
Tinggallah dikau seketul menemaniku wahai si batu..
Setia berkhidmat tak kira masa, menyambut dua kelahiran istimewa cahaya cinta kami di sana...
Setia sungguh menjadi penemanku hatta merentas dua benua..berbeda suhu berbeda cahaya..
Oh batu, kau bukan sebarang batu, tempat kau istimewa dalam hatiku..
Manakan ku cari ganti, tak akan sama walau bakal silih berganti...
Kau kenangan mengusik jiwaku wahai batu pilihan bondaku....berasal dr kampong kelahiranku...
Kau pergi jua..September, 16
Hidup tiada yang kekal...sob sob sob
Terima kasih atas segalanya...........



Wednesday, September 2, 2015

Berbaik sangka....

Deal all,
my late mom (al-fatihah) used to tell me countless times on the topic of being nice and kind to others. In the sense that, regardless of what people might think of us. We just continue being nice and kind to others. Always try to give something or sadaqah to those who needed it the most. Try your best of not letting down others' hopes. Even by dropping in RM1 in the mosque box also considered as sadaqah. Sadaqah doesn't have to be in the money form, but it could be anything. Our 'kudrat', our things or whatever that you could possibly give to others and they can benefit from it. The best way is to give our most treasured things. If you don't reach that level yet, we can start it off by giving whatever that you are comfortable with.

When I was a bit younger. Now, I am still young. Young at heart. kikiki... Wink wink wink. I don't really get the message. Bad huh? I heard the message since I was small even from the primary school. Ustazah always told us to do so. But..the urge was not there. My eyes were blind so with my heart...huhuhu...I just did it whenever I felt to do so. I am not as generous as I am now. I will be hesitated, when it comes to help someone who is not within my circle. Bad huh?! It's like opening skeletons in my closet. (tutup muka jap) Later in life, especially in my UK life phase. Things changed drastically and dramatically. I admit that I am not really a good and alim sort of a person. With His Guidance, I started to view life differently. Thanks to His Ujians which led me to think, the meaning of life and the afterlife journey. Alhamdulillah.


I've started to indulge myself into the meaning of sadaqah and to be honest. The feeling is indescribable and out of this world. Dasyat x ayat? hihihi... The impacts are also beyond my expectation as a human being. Subhanallah. Now, I really put my trust in Him in everything that I do. If anything bad happened, I believe that it is a way for Him to show my mistakes and repent my sins. If good things happened, I should always be thankful for everyhing that He gives to me. Never in a second moment, thing happens without reason. MasyaAllah...There will always answer to every question. Belit2 kan ayat I..hahaha..

Talking about sadaqah, it happened to me countless times. I just gave whatever I have, eventho in my bank account the balance showed less than 10 pounds. Later that day, Subhanallah.. I received money from the unthinkable source. Guess what happened? I received loans that I gave to a friend and the person haven't contacted us for years! Not only that, many incidents happened when I almost gave up and no means to deal with. I just pray to Him and let Him show me the way. Alhamdulillah, Allah send His helps. The key to sadaqah is just do it and have a sincere heart when practicing it.InsyaAllah...ok dokie...i just got good news today...after I believed that, the hope is no longer there... :) Have great time people and never let yourself down by not giving back to others. You might not guess, what might happen to you today..Good thing for sure :)

Tuesday, September 1, 2015

Merdeka15..Ohh balik kampung

Salam Hari Kebangsaan semua....

Mesti uols semua baru je lepas beraktiviti di hujung minggu yg extra satu hari sempena Merdeka..long weekend...x kisah lepak umah ke, jln2 pusing Malaysia ke..balik kampong ke...I bet many had their relaxing time during the long weekend ;) we all went back to Perlis/Kedah..apart from visiting and leparking with our parents, we attended our cousin's wedding in Kedah. Kitorng gerak balik on Wednesday earlier, because my abang had work in Bertam, Penang till Friday. We stayed in Swiss Inn Hotel in Sg Petani for two nites. Not bad for a hotel which had it glory days few years back. A bit run down tho but well maintained and excellent services. A little refurbishment will bring back to it glory days. We stayed in a junior suite which comes together with a huge private jakuzzi at a very reasonable price. Room was spacious and HUGE where the two kids can ran amok keliling bilik and they wont bumped into each other (bigger than combination of our living hall plus main bedroom)...hahahaha....Eventho, the interior was not up to date and mind you, the cupboard was almost falling apart if you try to open them...hihihi...other than than, OK n not bad for RM250 junior suite! Swimming pool compensate it all..big swimming pool together with kids pool plus the SLIDE!

Ok laa...then off we went to Perlis on the next day...stayed there for 2 nites..n later on Sunday afternoon after the kenduri, we checked in into TH (Tabung Haji) Hotel in Alor Setar near to Istana Anak Bukit and the airport. I am impressed actually with the hotel. Got 2 separated swimming pools for gentleman n ladies. Facilities tip top..The room is nicely decorated with modern touch. Food served during breakfast were great and variety. tho, we were given a room with broken pipe and tv channels were blurred in the first place. Later, we were given another room after the complaints. Not only us stayed in the hotel, but abah and the rest of No 18 clan too stayed in the hotel. Abah 'belanja' us n it was more like a family gathering. Kids lompat n lompat in the pool. while adults leparking n borak2...even tok stayed in the hotel too ;)

Cuma on the way back to KL tu, stucked in the jem..hahaha...bila yg highway PLUS x jem? even jln dlm pun jem! it took us almost 13 hours, the journey from a.setar to cheras...sbb mengada nak ikut jln dalam, ala2 back to the old style...arrived home at 3.am. hmmm but it never hinder us from balik kampong lagi...x serik2...kikiki....yang penting, dpt spent time dgn lovelies...muaaaahhh......

 
Ni gambo welfie wajib secara berjemaah....ni nak balik dah....

 
Swiss Inn.......budak 2 org x reti duduk diam......hahahaha

 
Pool kat TH Hotel.....I do believe that I can jump and fly at the same time- MH

 
His fav Pak Chaq is no longer a bachelor...

 
CMart Mall in SP...very e cheap the playroom...RM6 per head, main laa smpai mlm pun...
 

MH and his nenek...chillaxing by the pool

 
MH and his cousins...geng havoc n semestinya x reti duduk setempat jugak

 
The Playroom in CMart Mall, SP (betoi kot nama tempat ni)





Thursday, August 20, 2015

Oh my..warehouse clearance

okie dokie...back then in the UK..I mmg TER..ok TER sangat suka jd bargain hunter..asal bunyi SALE je leh jadi meroyan tahap x leh nak tido malam..punya la berdebor2...especially NEXT sale...jgn x tahu...ahkak sanggup berdiri di pagi nan mengigil kul 4 pagi..apa? yep..4 pagi..semata2 nak que utk jadi among the first to get the inside the store..lalalala....walhal..xde borong sakan pun..just the notion of being part of the event gives me the adrenaline rush..hahaha...xde koje kan...org lain buat Xtreme sport...I g menapak depan store pagi2 buta...tapi during summer, kul 4 tu dah cerah berderang tahap kul 10 pg kat Msia dek non....tu x masuk kisah g boxing day kat Bicester sampai tido sana ok..hahaha...that year mmg a bit crazy...mujur my abang layankan je...4 hari 4 mlm...dr Bicester...Oxford Street..sampai la ke Swindon..x cukup patah balik Porstmouth...cuma lagi skett je nak jengah arah Boundry Mills tu...haiyak!

Jadi, since we are no longer in the 4 seasons country..ehem ehem ehem...wake up n back to the reality...maka...accidently..i meant accidently terjadi Poney ahli...n I got sms from them, informing me that there will be a warehouse event ..which started yesterday till Sunday...jadinya...tersaja2 je laa I pun menJoinkan diri...kul 10.15 am (mind you, they open the tent..oh event dlm tent besau tu...at 10.00 am...jadi xde laa nak excited lebih...g lewat sket) hehehe...terpegun jap..tengok chaoticnya dlm tent tu...melopong jap mulut I..tengok memasing dok gali..n gali segala mcm baju dr display table ke apa namanya tu....n memasing pegang big red plastic bags..kiri n kanan...kalau dlm fb/wassap..leh letak gamabar emoticon yg melopong sambil tangan dua2 belah letak kat pipi tu...hehehe...I pun apa lagi...without further a due...joined the crowd..gali n gali...hahahaha....harga mmg xleh blah...tengok harga kat butik/shopping mall....I mmg terfikir 2-300 kali nak beli...sbb selai t-shirt biasa tu je dh 40 ok! Kalau xde sicount or Sale...mmg jgn harap laa I nak masuk beli...masuk belek2 tu sokmo...sbb buat market research...heeee....tp I faham sbb apa ramai parents yg willing to purchase...quality wise, I am totally agreed with them...mcm level NEXT n mothercare..gitu...

Jadi..selepas berhempas pulas menyelit dan memancing hamper 1 jam...I left the crime scene..ermmm...of coz dgn hasil tangkapan..asal nak cuci mata je...adehhh..skali my dompet also got cuci one maaa....baju anak2 mmg sokmo baru...baju mak n ayah...pepaham je laa...jadinya lepas ni....mmg kena siap tabung warehouse laa gamaknya....jimat banyak tu....


One word says it all...tp ni ukan word..but number.....tp ada gak brg RM1...yup..tp mcm belts mcm tu laa...ni ler tent gergasi itu....leh tahan gak panas dlm tu..huhuhu....tu mujur g awal pagi gak...kalau tengahari..leh pitam Oooo....

hasil tangakapan den..selepas menggunakan skill boxing day yg selalu diasah tu....tadaaaaaa......not bad not bad kan...semua ni...RM150 je...jee...rasa mcm g carboot lak...kikiki...

oraits people...selagi boleh nak jimat...jimatlah...dgn keadaan ekonomi skrng...plus sole bread winner je utk kami ni...Alhamdulillah...masih lagi murah rezeki....till then....

adoi banyaknya spiderweb....

Salam and selamat sejahtera semua.....

Tersangaaaaaaaat laaa lamanya x membuka dan menulis di sini smpaikan tuan empunya blog pun boleh ter..terlupa password..ok ke mcm tu? :P
Nak salahkan kesibukan masa...hmmmm mmg bz pun....jadi domestic goddess ni...merangkap pelajar part time...ada kala..oh selalu gak laa...menduga minda..selain perlukan muscle mcm the Incredible Hulk...n kesabaran yg cun..sbb apa cun...maksud cun..ugly but adorable...bila smpai exhaustion yg peluh minitik-nitik tu..tap tap tap...tapi one thing that I found out that...at the end of the day...it's paid off..bila tengok mereka yg disayangi..tidur dgn perut yg kenyang...pakai baju yg berlipat dan berbau sabun...yeaah....x lama pun nak experience all these moments..enjoy it while it is still last kan ;) emo sket2 skett tu...normal la..i am just a normal human being with so many flaws...

Ok..Raya pun dah lepas....dan skrng dah masuk Dzulkaedah dh pun..n 1st batch tetamu Allah pun dh selamat berlepas..Cerita Syawal pun x sempat nak bergebang...pastinya...meriah n happening dgn weekend yg sokmo penuh dr lunch smpai dinner...lega poket yg makin kempis..ada org belanja makan lunch, tea n dinner smpai le last week...dh lepas Syawal pun...masih ada yg sudi nak 'belanja' n kenduri...mcm tahu2 je yg bank account dh menyusut tahap kronik..Alhamdulillah....

Hmmmm..sat lagi nak buka entry baru...citer pasal Syawal je....lalalalala.....sbb kang jadi mcm rojak pasemboq lak....n one thing that I need to do is..to keep on writing in this blog...mcm ala2 stress reliever mcm tu..wpun merapu x tahu hujung pangkal...but it gives me satisfaction....ok...

Sunday, June 14, 2015

My oh my....it has been a llloooooong time....

Assalamualaikum and Peace upon all of you...

Looks like my blog got loads of sawang here and there..Time for spring cleaning maybe..oh should I call it rainy season...tralalala.....Hihihi...nak buat mcm mana...Malaysia life is really hectic and super duper busy (please counts in time spent in traffic jem)...Since my last writing which took place in February, what I can say is that we had travelled to few interesting places : Melaka, Langkawi, N.9, Rompin-Pahang, Perlis, PD and nearby places. Phewww...When you jalan2, of coz you need to fill up your tummy too...Makan2 is a must ;) we ate the renowned Rompin Undang Galah..Itik salai from Terachi, N.Sembilan...Ice cream potong Melaka..not to be forgotten King of all fruits- The King : Durian pun makin banyak sbb dah hamper musim, rambutan pun dh mula menjenguk..But I am waiting for hitam hitam si tampok manggis...Oh of coz, almost every weekend..there is a list of kenduri that we need to attend..not to mention, other social events such as birthday party, aqiqah, cukur jambul, etc...Hohoho....more and more nasi biryani and nasi minyak in the tummies..So for the upcoming Ramadhan, we can have a break from kenduri..Hihihi....

Life so far so good and great. Alhamdulillah. We are adapting our life here quite well. Huhhuhu...bunyi mcm la duduk lama sgt kat sana tu sampai x reti2 ye nak adapt..hikhikhik...Muhammad is rarely speaks about his place of birth nowadays. Miss Sepet, no concern or may be no memories at all of her birth place.Hihihi...enjoying every moments of their life. Mine? I am still struggling with my post as student and full time house manager. Missing the 2nd kampong..hmmmm...not really...what I miss most is the Carboot!! Hohoho...
I need to continue with what I am doing, so till then...Adios Amigos..ciao..